just a junkyard dog trying to stake my claim
confined canine, collar and chain i can smell for miles, but no one would know got no tail to wag, got no room to grow just a junkyard dog, and it just ain't right practice my bark, just never my bite and if you were to tell me, i just wouldn't believe that the sharpest teeth were named after me just a junkyard dog, they got me on a leash they keep my alive, give me just enough to eat when i'm just about to starve, and die all alone they throw me some fat and watch me gnaw on the bone just a junkyard dog, i'm starting to use my wits cause there's gotta be more to life than sleeping where you shit got a bright idea, yeah it's common sense gonna dig a big hole right under the fence just a junkyard dog, and i got no excuse cause i'm skinny enough to ditch this noose i'm ready to go, but still I wait cause there's no way to know what's beyond that gate just a junkyard dog, the wolves would be ashamed i stopped howling at the moon cause it ain't the one to blame i sit here with the chickens cause i'm scared to be free just a junkyard, and that's what i'll always be
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i let you say your peace now won’t you give me mine please i never uttered a bad word i never let my hard freeze over turn your ear to me let me say what i need to say now your thoughts fall on me fiercely but i will love you anyhow i am walking away i am walking away you can choose to stay here but i am walking away yes i caught you off guard and i caught myself red-handed but you weren’t the only broken heart how could i have known how could i have planned it turn your ear to me let me say what I need to say i am setting you free by walking away you were fabric to me but not just material warm to me, formed to me, like favorite jeans but clothes you keep wearing start ripping and tearing eventually everything bursts at the seems i keep finding you in the fabric of me the look, the touch, the smell our love is unraveling, but baby i wear it so well you were tragic to me like a pen in the laundry with your subtle explosion a part of me dyed my pockets were empty, you caused quite the quandary do you mind telling me where you managed to hide i keep finding you in the fabric of me the look, the touch, the smell your love is a stain, but baby i wear it so well if this will ever get better it will surely get worse who says what, when, where, who calls who first is hope even worth holding or do i wipe it off my hands the situation paces restless in the places that it stands i watch with aching despair from my own bird's eye how can i bring you air without losing my sky you threw up your borders i just drew a line will it trace back to you or erase over time i fly like a phoenix, i hover over your mule as it thrashes its hooves in a sorrow-full pool i know only to rise now so i can't dive back down and besides, if i tried we both surely would drown i didn't dig a grave or burn a bridge, i broke a cycle the life you gave i yearned to live, the alternative was suicidal it was never what i wanted - to be a self-inflicted orphan now i lay awake haunted by a cursed, reversed abortion you were a red light that stopped me right in my tracks
when i was flying through the crossroads no yellow in between, quick change from red to green you made me move, you made me go you taught me to switch gears and now the road is clear, we let go of the brakes i'll drive with you my dear, and we'll collect souvenirs love is all it takes i picture you and me, two little girls at sea digging our heels in shifting sands baby don't cry those tears, there's enough salt out here we hold our breath, we're holding hands i'm learning how to tell when the next wave will swell anticipate the breaks i'm willing to dive through, long as i can pop up with you love is all it takes i ain't going anywhere, you can quote me girl, i said it if something tries to break us, just trust that i won't let it i don't need a judge to tell me that i'm wedded to you you never have to worry, you never gotta sweat it i told if you picked me you never would regret it i loved you when i met you, i'll love you til the credits roll through love, love, love is all it takes there’s something about humans and fire strike ‘em up, blow ‘em out look what i made, look what i made expire we’re so obsessed with life and death we don’t know where we come from we don’t know where we’ll go next the difference between me and a tree is this i wonder if I’ll ever be wonderful and a tree just is Verse: Cm Fm G# A# Chorus: Fm Cm Fm Cm G# A# Cm G# A# Cm G G# G couldn't live inside my head, i never made the bed my brain complained and never seemed to learn my thoughts would stay up humming my ears would stay up drumming those roommates made it hard to stay long term if homeless is a state of mind and HL is the postage sign i live in fear, i must confess it will remain my return address i don't wanna stay here in homelessness couldn't live inside my heart slept in tents filled up with art on every wall there hung a ticking clock i had no time to pack i left that bloody shack and when i did i heard they had to change the lock couldn't live inside my guts it was a maze, it drove me nuts every room i stayed in was for testin' i couldn't stomach my own mess it was too much to digest and i left on account of never resting go fuck yourself, you scream through the line and all i can think is i haven't heard your voice in such a long time i hope she hurts you just like you hurt me she's gonna rip out your heart, make you feel unworthy and when she does, don't come running back cause this time i won't let you get away you don't have to love me back who needs to be happy anyway? i'm by myself, you cry through your tears i never let anybody else in, it's lonely in here you broke my trust, i'll never believe you you're gonna get what you deserve, you're gonna get yours you know she will leave you you take up space, yeah, you give good face but you can’t remember the last time someone saw you small you touch so high, others rely on you to light their sky when you don’t feel bright at all so take the time you need to find the light that shines deep within and we’ll be alright with less of your light cause we see the beauty even through the dim we run holding hands to two open swings
i pump my legs slowly, hold tight to the chain links blocking the light, i look up in the air scream honey, are you sure you're alright up there? you say i'm having a blast, get up here right now i yell back i'm tired, and i don't know how for days straight, i wait, trying to gauge where you'll be when the clouds cave in so you can land on me there's a ring around the roses on our own playground there's nothing but earth and sky for miles around and i say, oh how fun, let's reminisce you say, i've never seen a place like this and i say, it's common as apple pie you say, i know you are, but what am i next we head over to tetherball poles i wait on both sides, while you play both roles there's no way to lose, there's no way to win so i sit wondering when i'll get to sub in you hit it so hard, i wince and i brace cause i'm scared the ball's bound to smack me in the face it'll fly off the handle if you play too rough leave you bored with just me, cause i'm not enough when we finally take a break in the day we take turns making a pb and j i spread mine thin, cause i hate a mess and you pour it on thick, cause you love the excess |
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