1. Ii’ve been thinking ‘bout roses one of nature’s designs how they don’t stick their noses in the business of dying what I suppose is when they fall from the vine they’re just making room for more things to bloom when it’s their time if roses are dead and people die too don’t worry your head they’re just something new the petals will shed i t’s just what they do only to wither so they can deliver life back to you i’ve been thinking ‘bout thorns how they’re sharp in your hands how they give off a warning how they state their demands and the opinion i’m forming i hope you understand that pain’s just a part of healing your heart it’s all going to plan
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1. you kiss my forehead every morning when you’re going to work and i say i love you please be safe try not to worry about the strangers and the dangers that lurk inside my head cause they’ll make me make you be late i know one day that one of us is gonna bite the dust it kinda makes you wanna pull a thelma and louise i’m not a praying lady baby but I love you so much the thought of losing you makes me get down on my knees and say don’t let it be today 2. i kiss your lips every night when we’re going to bed and you say i love you have sweet dreams try not to listen to the bees buzzin’ in my head that we’ll be dead in the blink of an eye it seems it happens to the very best and worst of us and every single living creature in between i’m not a praying lady baby but I love you so much the thought of losing you makes me get down on my knees and say don’t let it be today Br. maybe, maybe, time is a fabrication yeah maybe, just maybe, we’re all pieces of one creation walking in our separate skin but the same energy it makes you get on your knees and say let’s celebrate today and hopefully i’ll be with you some way for eternity, what do you say? you and me you and me, always 1. you can give me liquor you can give me pills something to make me sicker than i already feel you can give me laughter you can give me hope somebody to look after when i can barely cope but you can’t read my mind neither can i go ahead and try tell me what you find you don’t know my brain strangely, we’re estranged how can i explain i’d never find the time you can't read my mind 2. you can give me music you can give me words sometimes i’m scared i’m gonna lose it sometimes words just make things worse you can give me questions you can give me space somewhere i can learn the lessons i’ve been questioning how to learn in this place but you can’t read my mind neither can i go ahead and try tell me what you find you don’t know my brain strangely, we’re estranged how can i explain i’d never find the time you can't read my mind is made up of the crazy stuff you can’t read my mind neither can i go ahead and try tell me what you find you don’t know my brain strangely, we’re estranged how can i explain i’d never find the time you can't read my mind i’ve been reading all the signs on the wall i’ve been staring at the stars in the sky i’ve been wondering if this road leads anywhere at all if it ended in demise, i would not be surprised but that doesn’t mean i’m not willing to fight i’m calling all the strength in me i need to survive there’s a fire in me i just need to ignite i’ve been fumbling in the dark, looking for a spark of light it’s in the sunrise, It’s in the sunset it’s in the thrill of the unknown every heartache, every mistake it’s in our blood, it’s in our bones every sand of desert, every strand of hair the magic’s there hanging in the balance of the valleys and peaks if you listen, magic speaks Oya, Oya, the magic’s in me Oya, Oya, the magic’s in me Oya, Oya, the magic’s in me Oya, Oya you’ve been telling me bout star-crossed love you’ve been selling me on shakespeare i've been wondering if love alone will ever be enough cause i know there’s so much more at stake here but that doesn’t mean i’m not willing to try i’m calling on the strength in me just to look in those eyes there’s a fire in me, i just need to ignite i had such a heavy heart, i’m trying to do my part to make it light don't you see, don't you see, don't you see i've had enough of you i've had enough of you i sure wish your mouth came with some glue cause i've had enough of you it's not what you say but the way that you state it it's not what you serve up but the way that you plate it i'm already fed up 'fore i see the menu yes i've had enough of you you're like a book i can't read you're like a book i can't read the day i put you down was the day i was freed yeah you're like a book i can't read each word so much worse than the last i curse every page and skim past all this stuff, it's just fluff, a marshmallow stampede yeah you're like a book i can't read i concur with your scorn for my cynical ways it's a lazy and boring disguise but the soapbox you stand on takes up too much space and it's taking a toll on the roll on my eyes when that idiot wind starts to blow when that idiot wind starts to blow i always take it as my cue to go when that idiot wind starts to blow i don't like to watch when the emperor streaks or the way that the breath of a bragging man reeks i'm covering my eyes i'm plugging my nose when that idiot wind starts to blow yeah, i always take it as my cue to go when that idiot wind starts to blow she is dried out like the desert she is famished, all but vanished by design and her hide out is her cactus heart her own hand grenade, a barricade of spines the sands of time repeating she’s seen suffering before her future takes a beating for some man, some god, some war she is minding her own business steadfastly building castles of sand when she is blinded by a raging son who demolishes and calls it all his land those poor holy rolling soldiers’ plights they can’t live without their virgins and whores to lift their strengths and spirits to fight for some man, some god, some war we are sucking out the venom of poisonous scorpions and snakes we are bucking this ecosystem til our mother’s deserts are our daughter’s lakes oh, wondrous, thunderous women together too loud to ignore no more curtsies at the mercy of some man, some God, some war
*pronouns changed from she to he in honor of my friend Jeffrey Joe who I lost the year I wrote this song
everyone’s wearing black everyone looks so sad everyone can be seated now everyone ends up dead everyone bow your head everyone remember was there a time or two or three he had you laughing? was he with you giving tissues when you cried? was he the kind of kind worth photographing in your mind? did he give you a good story for the day he died? everyone goes to bed everyone ends up dead everyone will live another day everyone still misses everyone reminisces everyone has something to say was there a time or two or three he had you laughing? was there a moment you just had to memorize? was he the kind of kind worth photographing in your mind? did he give you a good story for the day he died? *some lines from this song are pulled from Elizabeth Gilbert’s Big Magic as reference/wink to the book. How to Be a Winner When You Lose was a song prompt from Eagles Songwriter Jack Tempchin Verse: D C Bm A Chorus: D A G A // G A D C Bm G A it's not like i was asking loss to be my best friend but she stuck around when the chips were down i've always found her at the bitter end it's not like i've forgotten where the doors are or how to knock them i quite like the sound of the pavement pounding underneath the steps of my ambition i wanted big magic the kind of life that shoots across the sky lighting up the dark i've got this book of matches wet with regret, splintered with time and I can't find the spark seems like big magic's only big hat trick is to go when she knows you blew a fuse she'll leave you sitting in the dim learning how to be a winner when you lose it's not like I'm complaining about the waxing and the waning i prefer the rise and fall of a curve ball i'm always honored by her visitation it's not like i am choiceless or powerless or voiceless but i feel so weak, it gets hard to speak in the ruthless furnace of expectation Verse: E B A E Chorus: A Am E // B A E sit still, don't breathe this is how you leave, you have been deceived nostrils flare, scared eyes you can't event cry, you are paralyzed the fleeting fox, the hunting hound chase each other around was it real, or just pretend? tell me this isn't all there is to being a friend deceased, you feast tell me how i taste at least pursed lips, time drips what a winning waste of a losing grip detect, report truth and lies distort, where's my life support refuge, refugee this is how you flee - showing no mercy Capo 4 shapes: Verse: Em C Em (end on D) Chorus: Em D A Bridge: C G C G // (but I'm a) Em C D // (heads and birds) C D A Em (end on D) father hear my pleas, don’t make me scrape my knees even diogenes, he agrees with me a syndrome of self neglect is the sin of intellect holding lanterns to the light is no necessity what good is a god with the head of a falcon that lives on the body of man? what sense is the strength of a thoroughbred stallion running like a scared mare every chance that it can? what comfort lies in millions of lives if they’re over before they began? sometimes it shapes me, sometimes it escapes me the good of a god in the body of man father hear my cries, i’m not buying alibis your books so wise disguise the valleys for the peaks if all your world’s a page you’ll never take the stage baby steps assuage the magnitude of quantum leaps heaven knows i’m also froze and apples don’t fall far trust me, any day’s a good day in the shade of where you are but i’m a prudent teacher’s student and I'm just trying to understand heads and birds, actions and words and the good of a god in the body of man |
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