i err on the side of unhappy
if you wonder why just ask me
i wipe on my emotion on my sleeve
i got it from my grandpa’s genes
i worry about everything
i wonder will the worry ever leave
i want to know what makes some people
smile all day, what makes them smile all damn day?
i want to drink from their half-full glass
i want to say the things they say
like i’m so happy, i’m so lucky
i like rainbows, i like puppies
is there a deep thought in your brain?
my mind is so overtaken by darkness and mistakes
and i wonder if happiness equals plain
i know negativity has everything to do with me
has everything to do with me
it’s part of my identity, can’t wipe it off can’t shake it free
but will you still intrigue me?