Last Good Thing

sadness takes over
i miss this so much
heartache squeezes my heart's brakes
i can't take this, i've had enough
crying i'm trying not to
but you caught me in the act
i spun this wheel far as it will feel
i need anger to distract

i clench my fists cause i'm fucking pissed
that i died before my life was through
i wonder if loving her was the last good thing i'll ever do
 
anger takes over
the past just sweats from my pores
that wandering eye left me wondering why
i can't take the fury anymore
fuming the fire looming
how it burns, the color of rust
i spun this wheel far as it will feel
i find photographs to settle the dust

i'll calm stormy seas with good memories
be grateful that our love was something true
fight the urge to believe loving her
was the last good thing i'll ever do
and i hold my ground cause being lost and found
at the same time, for me is nothing new
still i wonder if loving her was the last good thing i'll ever do
it can not be the last good thing that i will ever do
it will not be the last good thing that i will ever do