*Lyrics cowritten w/ Anna Ballew​

What do you want
Is it still me
Somewhere along the path
Desire turned to need
You say I'm crucial
I make it all work
I know I'm useful, babe
But so is dirt

It's like I'm disappearing
Fading away
I know you don't want to hear it
But it's all I want to say
It's like I'm disappearing
Fading away

What are you having
Drink's on me
It's been so long since decisions have been
Gifted and free
You call me the sunlight
I already know
Giving my energy til I give in
Then where do I go

It's like I'm disappearing
Fading away
I know you don't want to hear it
But it's all I want to say
It's like I'm disappearing
Fading away

Flood of attention
Your eyes are on me
You drown me in moments
We don't swim consistently
Tell me what you need
Ooh, that's what you say
But you hear what you want to hear
So crystal clear just turns to gray

It's like I'm disappearing
Fading away
I know you don't want to hear it
But it's all I want to say
It's like I'm disappearing
Fading away

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it’s like the windows in my spirit and my soul 
have all been painted over
it’s like the locks in my heart 
were changed, and not by me 
and no one made me a key

it’s like i’ll never know what could grow 
outside these gates
what kinds of fates would await me
it’s like these poison clouds are shrouds 
upon my ears
it gets harder and harder to hear

i just, i just need
a little piece of quiet
turn it down
shut it out 
gimme more of that sweet silence

it’s like more people just keep dying all the time
with bigger numbers come smaller headlines
i make a fist, resist, 
but this twisted mind it binds my wrists
i exist in fits
is this all there is
if i killed this sound
would i drown or live

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Lyrics:
1. i've cried onto a casket
i've seen the scenes and seasons change
i've spread my share of ashes
over the ocean and down the drain
i spilled on you my secrets
i drew upon you all my dreams
each night listening to crickets
sing their song til morning

CH:
ooooh...

2. mother nature's coming at me
speeding down a westbound track
hanging out a boxcar swinging
a slow motion baseball bat
my highest hopes for you just showed up
crashing the party of my guard
and i know whatever goes up
is coming down, baby, twice as hard

CH

3. i'm angry at my worst
i'm struggling at my best
to find words to fit this verse
for what's happening in my chest
of course i should have seen this coming
i should have never picked your name
like a River, life keeps running
washing away what never came

CH

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1. i don't wanna do the dishes
i don't wanna sweep the floor
i don't wanna be ambitious anymore
you're the only good news
walking in and out the door
so i'm thinking that i could use
a new plan moving forward

CH
i wanna quit everything but loving you
it's the only thing that i wanna do
cause i'm so good at it
makes me wanna quit
i wanna quit everything but loving you
cause i, i don't have a fucking clue
how to save the world
but i can love my girl
so i'm gonna quit everything but loving you
yes i'm gonna quit everything but loving you

2. i'm not thinking about tomorrow 
barely thinking about today
i just wanna keep the sorrow 
and the anger and worry at bay
i'm so thankful for my baby
she always knows what to say
so here's to being lazy 
and letting love lead the way

​CH

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1. don't think too much, too soon
when it's too little, too late
don't suck the air from the room
while someone else suffocates

imagine a mile in the shoes
that some devil keeps lacing you in
who used god as an excuse
to behave and to say what's less than human

2. don't tell the rain it's dry
don't tell the sun it's hot
don't point, don't lie, don't patronize
it won't erase all the rotten parts you got

imagine centuries in the skin
that some thief keeps taking you in
who finds new ways of legislating
for the hate of your melanin
for the guilt of their wrong-doing
for the envy of your elegance
for the safety of their dominance
for the trembling fear of your perserverance
for the crazy high of arrogance
for the lazy love of ignorance
for the hate of your melanin
​for the hate of your melanin

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1. i lose i lose
i get it i lose
Anything i love
i know enough to tell ya
i’m gonna lose it
i’m gonna lose it
i bruise i bruise
i’ve sensitive skin
it pinches like a peach
each time that you touch me
you bruise it
you bruise it

CH
look at all this lemonade i made babe
out of every lemon i’ve been given
take a picture of me diving in the pitcher
aint it funny how drowning looks like swimming
ain’t it funny how dying looks like living

2. i cry i cry
you know that i cry
my eyes never dry
heart heavy with sighs
i’m crying
i try i try but i can
barely get by
slowed to a crawl
get up and fall, i’m never flying
but i keep tryin

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1. every single night
you're the last thing on my mind
no use counting sheep
it's just you and me
and the memories i keep
every day i wake
mother farther away
no use wondering why
it's just you and me
and the longest wave goodbye

CH
the story didn't end
like i wanted it to 
and i can't find a pen
to save your life
it hurts to pretend
anything would be different
if you were alive
i still wish you were alive

2. every time i breathe
you're the lungs in me
no use holding the inhale
it's still you and me
hanging crooked on the nail

CH

1. we're shitting bricks
we're spitting mad
we're restless and exhausted
we're grateful but so sad
you worship money
cash is your church
and your god's the easter bunny
if rent's due on the first

CH
you're corrupt just look at the destruction
you never gave a fuck about us
don't you come back no more
hit the road jack
put your money stacks
 in the body bags
don't ya come back no more

2. i post my privileged protest
from the unemployment line
do you like my brand new soapbox
i got it on amazon prime
contagious convenience
continuous corporate news
freedom turns to greed cause
if you're poor or your brown
you don't get to choose

CH

br. 
maybe it's too late and
we got it cause we asked for it
baby here's your hell in a 
trump-branded casket
or maybe we are right on time
with fresh air to breathe
and we'll build something much better
if you just fucking leave

​CH